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i just feel so lonely at home

i want to go for the charity show but my mum not allow ):

i want to go out with my sister my mum not allow again ):

i want GO OUT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i online,no one find me):

i play my hp,no one find me ):

i am so excited because tomorow is starwalk,i gonna to meet all my friend tomorow xD

today i surpose to sleep early but i cannot sleep

i waiting for someone message,and he is so Busy! haisssss

i have nothing to do , so i update my blog

Actually today i wan to write something about my studio

because i really unhappy in there,but what should do? i cannot leave there because i love dance very much! i also cannot change studio,that's why i need to endure,although sad but i still need to pretend happy.i know some of them does'nt like me and gossip about me,i can listen what they say but i need to pretend i dunnoe.Everyday i go there i just wan to cry.what all the things change ! so i dislike go back to studio,than this make we drift apart.my sister everyday call me give up.but i always just smile than walk away.

Everytime they got function i for sure dunnoe.no people inform me

and a girl is always snatch things from me but i cannot say it out,because i am the youngest between them.i need to respect them.i scare if one day i cannot control myself i will just shoot shoot shoot !

that day yumiko give me a show about Kbox than i promiss ,i am so happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy and excitedddddddddddddddd because i have long time didnt go for show and this time is a very good chance to me for prove myself.after few days,yumiko send : you no need to go for that show veron will replace you ! after i saw this message i cry ! i am so sad ! i just feel myself so useless,thing also give people snatch !i no dare to told my mum,because i dun wan people know i am sad ,seriously i am so dissapointed and fed up how they treat me,i am just a shit ,TRUTH !

and the next day,we need to back studio and in the car i keep on think why i get throw by yumiko ,why veron replace my place,and i didnt say anything in the car.

reach studio,i go inside and i just sit alone there and they are chating,and i dun wan to join because i know i cant join,everything had changed not same like last time.

i really dislike XX sometimes.she..... hais i really dun knw how to explain! everytime she meet her boy friend she will just throw you aside and wont talk to you,重色輕友.and all my sister dun like her ,even my friend too.and she is just faker !!! not same face to boy.I dislike her VERY MUCH !

How i wish i can back to last time ! together traning,together make fun together,together travel,together kacao.together Mcd ! together laugh, scold ,hardworking,join competiton,share food,share drinks.although i am the youngest but we are just like one family last time.ah chung,hoe zai,ye foong,ye foo,veron and me. but now, all change !