Everything beside me now is so complicated,i cant even face everything beside me it had change alot,and also my attitude,this few day my attitude is seriuosly become so bad...
I need to worry about many thing ,that not all of you can be face !
Do you all know how hard for me to over it, NO ! you all just know how to blame me !
okay ! FINE ! i sweep all the thing away

and until last 2 days,i saw this thing in my wall,and my mood is down,is going to cry you know
I just cannot understand you all,this thing i already feel so bad to myself and even i told my friend i am seriosuly bad,but you really make me feel SO BAD ! IS HURT SO BAD ! you will not know,the word you say cause how pain in my heart ! is not because i love you before,is because i feel so sorry.YOU ARE THE ONE WHO MAKE ME FEEL SO GUILTY UNTIL NOW ! ALREADY TWO YEAR YOU KNOW ! i still cannot forgive myself for do such thing,and i never accept a guy until now! NEVERMIND ! you will not know how sad am i,cause you only know how to blame on me,SO CONTINUE ! i am already being normal to do a bad HUMAN BEING !