Wednesday, March 31, 2010
I had lost my mind when i saw everyone is so good with her i am not jealous but feel very lonely sometime Not sometime is EVERY MINUTE !! I am not like last time, i have no topik to talk with you all now I am so tired for keep finding conversation keep finding topik keep finding joke to share to talk I just hope i will be the one you come forward to talk to
No one understand what i thinking,feel so depress when i am sad i pick up my phone but no one i can find,this is like where are you junyi where are you ming fei where are you evelyn :( we are not that close like last time,i did treat you all with my true heart but what i get is just not what i want this is so hurt when you found out,you are just not too little along them
I had try many way to pick up myself,not to be so stupid thinking ! I had no confidence i can do it,i had no confidence you all will still beside me :( feel very unhappy for keeping those unhappything in heart
with love @ 3:40 AM
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