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| Thursday, July 2, 2009
why you all wan to treat me like this ,no one can understand me ! I am really so sad you know, REALLY ! REALLY ! D'one studio ! i really so sad when i hear this name,FED UP ! replace me ,it's okay ! i do my very best next time this time you all totally make me dissapointed This saturday we need to perform for my singing compeititon okay ! all things i prepare to them Song,Step,Time,Dress up ! tuesday i already comfirm to hoe zai fetch me earlier abit to studio for cut song and think step okay ! i wait wait wait until 9.00 he fetch me and we almost reach studio yumiko send : i cannot come today ! i reach studio ah hoe give a du lan face to me , GOSHHH ! the FACE ! that time i am really unhappy , than hoe zai open his computer and start to cut. cut until half he play with ah hoe! than i call him back and continue cut. when cutting ,hoe zai give black face to me again ! I cannot say anything because he is bigger than me,i just can be patient. ok, he cut finish than i start to open the musik,hoe zai cut wrong already. and i tell he,than he angry me ! WTH ! it's okay.than i think step than ah hoe come and scold me ...scold scold scold scold ! I am so sad ! I really want to cry you know,that time all people give me complexion to see.and they continue to play their things no people help me. I am so hate myself that time,why didnt prepare good ! i am really so stress ,i back home,and i cant sleep,i scare this saturday cannot dance out and give yumiko scold. I DUN WAN TO GIVE PEOPLE LOOK DOWN ! Another day,we got meeting,surpose hoe zai fetch me but i think maybe because yesterday things he didnt fetch me , and i got send he message he just dun have reply.than i already ready my things wait for him than i call he,he tell me he is in studio now ! I am so angry you know !ok than he say i fetch me now ,okay i wait for him half and hour later,veron call me and ask me where is me,and i told her hoe zai fecth me now than she tell me hoezai is in studio playing with foo them ! GOSH! i am so angry ! than i ask hoe zai why just now promiss than now dun have come,he just told me : aiya wan start already,dun wan fetch ! Ohhh ! my heart totally BREAK ! than i ask him why dont he send a message to tell me ! than i close the phone. Why Why Why ! can tell me why you all do that Today,after piano class, i send a message to them who got dance my song to attend my class today,than suddenly yumiko call me. she tell me the show they dun wan to out!and she say she told them yesterday but no people tell me ! I AM SO STUPID ! STUPID ! STUPID ! i am so sad. Because of this show,i stress until cannot sleep just for think the step and those,suddenly tell me they dun wan to dance! Fed up ! a sorry also dun have.i really dun knw how to tell the organiser we dun wan to dance already,they sure fuck me off because i already promiss ! I hate this feeling no people care me and no people know i am sad ,i am stress because i am the youngest there,no need to treat me good.I am transparent. Just hate myself much,izit all my fault ?i got so bad ? or my attitude ? or you all love to bully me ? Dont know why i cry for all this,maybe i scare to lost them and i really love to dance. |
