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Saturday, June 19, 2010
Friday, June 18, 2010
i dunnoe when i changed become a very negative person last time,i thought my thinking is mature enough I thought i pay my true heart to make friend they will feel that too I thought if i pay more hardwork ,the result that i get will be better than last time I thought i can control everything ,I thought i can know what they think I really thought i had already put down everything NO ! EVERYTHING EVERYTHING IS WRONG ! Do you know its really hurt for me, I didnt think myself like this before I HAD ALREADY KEEP QUITE FOR THIS FEW MONTH ! I am not happy at all, why you all just cannot stand on my view why i must think so much, to worry whats you all think about me,gossip about me no one do care about me , NO ONE I feel very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very LONELY everything had changed until i feel very upset to face it why my true friend is getting less and less why you just believe what i say ? cant you just give me a chance to explain what had happened that day !!! i didnt ditch you on that day ! you didnt give me a chance to explain but send me rude message you think i am not nervous when i cant saw you there,you think i didnt find you ? please ask evelyn and jin yee them ! i was waiting you there,but suddenly an unknown number here,i thought that is you,so thy call me go out to met evelyn them,i went out,i saw you are not there,the first thing i do is rush back to find you !!!!!!! but i cant find you i was walking all around like a mad women YOU DIDNT KNOW THIS BUT SCOLD ME !TOLD OTHERS I DITCH YOU ! i really feel very dissapointed ! regret why i am going back to find you ! after eveyln call again me, i lost ALONE ! my phone had no credit,did you all care about it ! i walking all around to borrow phone but you all didnt answer ! you know how to cry you thought i am robot ??!!!! i have really nothing to say when i saw your message i wont ditch my friend but you all ditch me alone EVERYTIME ! i was act like nothing because i know you all wont care. you are always ingnore what i am say,even dont want to entertain me ! why i am so stupid to treat you with my heart , everyone is misunderstand me ,what i can say ? act like nothing ! this two week i have no step out from my house,i was at home alone,but where is my friend ? why non of message ? he is the one i can tell him when i am sad ! but now,he also gone :( why everyone of you als want to treat me like that WHY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! from now on i wont trust everyone ! I really scare ,i scare when you all gossip about me,i scare you all leave me alone now what i need is a person to listen what i say,what i sad.. b,come back please :'((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( |
